I used to think that because i thought of my friends as my family, I could always trust them, they would help me, have my back and try to put me first over certain things. Be the family I never had.
Today I learned I was wrong and that I can’t really rely on anyone. With that being said things are gonna change with me. Some of you will ask why or how I’m gonna change so here it is.
I’m changing because every time I need help or someone needs help it’s like I get slapped in the face and I’m tired of it. I’m tired of meaningless words from others and ungratefulness.
I’m gonna change by turning things off in myself, in most peoples eyes I probably won’t be as nice but I don’t care. I’m gonna do what ever I want, I don’t care at the cost and what I find very sad in this is that I’m okay with that and that I’m happy about it.